just another day...

Nothing much to tell about lately. NL turned 22 on Monday. We celebrated tuesday night at the Jensen Beach Ale House. He had a good time but I was a little depressed. I felt bad because I din't want to bring him down but it is so hard for me to socialize the way he does. NL just opens up to everyone. I on the otherhand am so self concious I just sit in a corner and hope noone notices how much fatter I am. Yes.. that's exactly what I do.

Anyways, Tis the season! And I know its not going to be a very merry one for me this year. I couldn't addord a gift for NL. I also won't be able to get anyone christmas gifts. And my sister JA's 18th birthday is coming up as well... no gift. Aren't I just horrible? I wish I could get SOMETHING for all of them. But unfortunatly, you have to be 6 or under to get way with handmade gifts.

Can you tell this isn't a happy post?

Late Night Baking

So I believe that the best way to enjoy Banana Bread is to have it warm and right out of the oven. So when I got home tonite (2am) I began baking some BB from scratch. (You should smell my apt-It's so yummy for my nose!) I wanted to surprise NL with it for breakfast. But after I made it I thought, why not add some cream cheese icing and give it to my dad as a belated birthday cake/bread since I wasn't able to see him on his bday. So I iced the cake/bread. Now I really wish I hadn't because I want a slice of the plain banana bread. And I want Nick to have some before he goes to work. So I think I will take a picture of it in it's wholeness, cut a piece for NL and myself and take my dad the remainder and the photo. ^_^